Life is Life-ing

Life has been testing my faith. I feel like I can not take a break. Every aspect of my life has been challenging, from work to family to personal life. Waking up every morning feeling like I am on the battlefield without the proper gear to win the battle is discouraging and draining. Despite what was told: about trouble. It does not last. This pain and impact seem to leave wounds that would not heal. When I think it is about to heal, a fresh wound happens in the exact spot. I guess what they say is true: when it rains, it pours. Why is it that when something unfortunate happens, more things keep happening? It is a domino effect. Nothing seems to turn out right. There might be light at the end of the tunnel, but who knows how long it will take me to get to the end.

One thing is for sure: I won't lose my faith or question my creator. When I look back on my life, he has done so much. He pulled me out of many situations and blessed me with so much. For this reason, I have been trying to stay optimistic. I am focusing my energy on the positive things in my life. Acknowledging the good has kept me together when I wanted to break.

I have learned a few lessons; however, they were evident when I was at my lowest. You should not expect others to show compassion just because you are experiencing something, especially if they are not interested in your success. When you are down and out, they will take advantage of your vulnerability and attack you. Remember that you have no control over the bad things that happen to you. No amount of preparation will prepare you. Try not to dwell too much on it, but it's a lesson nonetheless.  Confide in someone you trust and move on. Don't let it consume you too much. I know firsthand that it is hard to dismiss, but do what you have to do. While life is life-ing, don't lose yourself and forget your purpose. Stay strong, and remember who your father is. Wear your crown loud and proud. You got this!